c r u m b l i n g
C R U M B L I N G Lord I can't do this. I can't see. I can't think. I can't breathe. Tripping up. Running circles in my head. Can't seem to move. Feeling like I'm dead. Looking through a film that makes everything murky and gray. Wondering if I will ever feel okay. 2 seconds ago I was smiling, shining bright. Now it feels like someone has put out the light. I know the girl I am is in here. With her thoughts, her smiles, her songs. But this mess I'm in now feels eternally long. I know the holy spirit is moving and with me. But the rain is down pouring and through it I can't see. I need someone, something to pull my mind from the muck. I just feel like I am forever trapped in a funk. I can't seem to hold my shit together long enough to get anything done. But you're still here reminding me the battle's already been won. The battle's already been won. ...