c r u m b l i n g
C R U M B L I N G Lord I can't do this. I can't see. I can't think. I can't breathe. Tripping up. Running circles in my head. Can't seem to move. Feeling like I'm dead. Looking through a film that makes everything murky and gray. Wondering if I will ever feel okay. 2 seconds ago I was smiling, shining bright. Now it feels like someone has put out the light. I know the girl I am is in here. With her thoughts, her smiles, her songs. But this mess I'm in now feels eternally long. I know the holy spirit is moving and with me. But the rain is down pouring and through it I can't see. I need someone, something to pull my mind from the muck. I just feel like I am forever trapped in a funk. I can't seem to hold my shit together long enough to get anything done. But you're still here reminding me the battle's already been won. The battle's already been won. The battle's alre